Chapter 187

wannan dalilin ya sa ta daga ta yi tafiyarta kasa mai tsarki ta yanke hulda da kowa kan tana bukatar kusanta kanta da Ubangijinta ko zata samu rabauta ko zata ji zuciyar a sake irin na mai kyakyawar tuba, shi yasa itama ta dawo ta sake rungumar lamarin yaronta da matarsa sai wajen Mama da take zuwa su yi zumunci ta dawo tana kula da Shuwwa sosai A yanzu lokacin haihuwar tata har ya zarce aman kuma shiru, sai Nahidht da itama ta gama ficewa a hayacinta ce nakudarta ta tashi tun da daren jiya har zuwa yanzu karfe goma sha daya na safiya shiru bata haihu ba, gashi likitocin sun nuna cewa nakuda ce take ta zama bata idasa nuna ba sannan sunna kyautata zaton a cikin nan ba daya bane dan irin motsin da abin cikin ke yi bayan girmansa, domin Malan kiyawa ya yi a masa scan ya nuna ya fi so idan lokacin ya yi zai ganni da idannuwansa Kai ta sake juyawa tana maida hawayen da suka cika idannuwanta ta sake kallon dakin yan haihuwar da Nahidt ke kwonce muryarta a raunane ta ce" Mama, dama kowama haka yake haihuwar ne?" Hajia da ta dawo da abincin ranar da ta koma ta dauko domin ita Furera bata zo ba tana dai cen tana kula da abincin gidan dan Malan kam ba kanta yana masalacin asibitin koda wani abin cen ake tarda shi ya kasa katabus ta dafata bayan ta nanade mata dardumar da aka shinfida mata a kasa a sanyaye ta ce" Kanwata , kowa da irin yadda take zuwar masa, duda ban taba haihuwa ba aman an haihu sosai a hannuna in sha Allah zata sauka lafiya mu yi ta mata adu'a ta yi kokari sosai domin har yanzun tana ta karra rike kanta sosai " Mama zata karra mata wata maganar sai ga MUHAY din ya karaso A sanyaye ya sake yi masu wata salamar yana dukawa da ledar dake hannunsa ya shiga budewa yana kallonta ya ce " kin ga na kawo maki yalon nan yau du baki nema ba" Fuskarsa ta karewa kallo mai cike da haiba , sajensa luflufluf a kwonce, lebunnansa sunna kyalin jansu haka kuma yannayinsa dake tafe da sanyin fa jikinsa yake da shi tun jiyan shima na nakudar Nahidht din da ya tsorata shi har yake tunanin idan ma Shuwwa din ya tashi yaya zai yi da ransa ne? Malan yana masalaci sauka yake yi ba ji ba gani ya kasa cin komai sai karatu yake yi bawan Allah, shi idan tasu ta zo ko yaya zasu kwashe? Likita ya ce lokaci ne bai yi ba da zarar lokaci ya yo zata haihu ba wata matsala a tare da cikinta, wai bata wuce ka'ida ba, aman ai yanzu a satin na wucewar ka'idan take ko? Wanke yake nufin idan bara haihu ba za'a iya yi mata fashi A sanyaye ta lumshe idannuwanta sakamakon ciwon da ta saba ji mai dantsa mata har bargonta da ya sake tashin mata A hankali take dan numfashi da bakinta idannuwan nata a rintse rufffffffffff har sai da ta ji abin ya lafa mata sannan ta sakar masa murmushi a hankali ta ce" Ka ci abinci ne?" Ajiyar zuciya ya sake saukewa yana tunanin wai abinci, ita dai a yi sha'ani kawai, shi ba abinci ba yai idonsa idon yan sholisho suka wani kwasa a guje dan sun gansa a lifan dinsa ya yi gaba ko kallo basu ishe shi ba, to ina hankalin kallonsu ne yana ta kansa? Mama ta sake sauke ajiyar zuciya ta dauki wayarta ta sake kiran Mahaifiyarsu A sanyaye ta ce" Haba gimbiya wannan wace irin karra ce haka? Ya dace ki zo ki ga Nahidt, yarinyarnan tun jiya take kan gwuiwa, har yanzu shiru, ki zo ki dubata sannan ki karawa yar uwarta kwarin gwuiwa, tunda ta zauna din nan ta kasa koda motsi sai dai ki ga tana rintse ido tana kuma budewa" Maman ta sauke ajiyar zuciya a sanyaye ta ce" Aa Umaansu, bayan gaku kuma ni din idan na zo me zan masu? Nakudar wata da har take sati tana ja? Allah ya raba lafiya, sai dai......." Sai kuma ta yi dan shiru Mama ta ce" Sai dai me?" Maman Shuwwa ta ce" Ita IBTISAM din, ki dan matsanta mata kan ta mike daga inda take ko ta kwonta ki gani? Idan ta yi to, idan kuma hakan ya gagara fa ina tsoron irin nakudata ce take yi wace sai dai na yi ta surutu a zaune idan kuwa aka yi wasa daga zaune idan har na karkata to dan bada kan d'a ne" A zabure Maman ta juyo wajen su Shuwwa din tana kallon yadda Muhay ke mika mata hannu yana fadin" Kalleni, bara na kamaki ki mike mu tataka zaman nan bashi da kyau fa kin sanni, tun safe a haka kike fa yau ko ciwon bayan bakya ji?" Idannuwanta ta kuma rintsewa sanadiya ras ras ras ras din da take ji har kwakwaluwarta ta dan janye hannunta tana dan damkar hijab dinta kadan har sai da ta lafa mata sannan ta ringa sauke ajiyar zuciya a sanyaye ta ce" ka ga, kafafuwan nawa gaba daya yau basa anfanuwa, haka kuma kamar an girkan duwawun na kasa wani motsin kirki da na ce zan ringesa nan hakarkarina yake rikewa dole dai zan dawo na zauna a haka............ka bari idan Nahidt din ta haihu sai mu shiga " Mama ta farra zarro ido zata mike likita ta fito da sauri tana fadawa wata nurse kan maza ta kirawo likita kai ya fara badowa A haukace ta yi baya dan kiran likitar tasu, hakan ya sa Mama mikewa zurbat ta karasa wajen Hajia da ta mike tana fadin" Ya Allah ka rana lafiya alfarmar annabi, ya Allah ka rana lafiya" A dan rikice ta ce" Anya Ibtisamma ba nakudar take yi ba?" Hajia ta juyo tana kallonta ta ce" Nakuda kuma Hajia? A hakan?" Mama ta ce" Kinga fa yannayinta fa? Yarinyar nan bata da lafiya zo ki gani" Sunna karasowa likita na shigewa aka rufu a kan NAHIDt wace karfinta ya gama karewa jikinta a mace ta galabaita ta gama ficewa a hayacinta ta riga ta san tata ta kare wai wani ta nisa? Ta yi me idan ta nisa? Tun dazu ai take nisawar babu abinda ke fita a jikinta gaba daya an gwaleta gaban kowa ana mata nisa, bata san cewa da ake cewa idan lokacin fitowar dan ta yi fitowa yake ba sai yanzu da ta ji wata irin azababiyar nishi ta taso mata daga kirjinta ta fetso aabinda ya tafi da dukan kuzarinta ya yagata tana ju likitar ta idasa janyoshi ta fitar daga jikinta tana kuma neman maida numfashi wata nakudar ta kuma kankama wace ta idasa sadakarwa tana ji ana daidaitata da sauransu da kyar kamar ba zata iya ba sai ga wani dan ya fado duniya mai calarar kuka domin da ihunsa ya diro duniyar yana kukansa tun karfinsa kafin ta nemi tafiya duniyar summa inda suka hannata ta hanyar du da ake hanna mace tafia duniyar summa a irin wannan lokacin domin jinni ke dauka idan ka tafin ta yiwu ka tafin kennan