Chapter 61

ba zaki fahimce ni ba, kuma abun zai tsaya miki a rai ki riƙa tunanin wanda ni kuma ba zan so haka, Wallahi ban ɓoye miki da wata manufa ba bayan wannan” “Ƴaƴan mazani kenan masu yarda da ƙawaye fiye da uwaye, masu yin gaban kansu waɗanda suke ganin kamar tasu zata fisshesu” “Dan Allah Inna ki yi haƙuri” Na faɗa ina kuka. “Amman da gaske Jibril ya baki haƙuri kuma kika mare shi ya ƙyale ki” Sakina ta tambaya, ni kuma na ɗaga mata kai. “Idan har yafiyarki yake nema ba zai tsaya jiran ki kawo kanki ya nemi yafiyarki ba, sai dai na nemi inda kike ya zo ya baki haƙuri kuma ya nuna miki ya yi nadama” Cewar Inna, ni kuma na ce. “Bana ma son ya zo dan ba zan yafe masa ba” “Allah ma aka masa laifi aka roƙi ya yafe balle ɗan'adam? Idan baki yafe masa ba ai kya bashi ɗansa idan ya zo karɓar abunsa” “Haba Inna duk wulaƙancin da ya yi min ya ce ɗan nan ba nasa ba ne sai kuma na bashu Noor gaskiya ba zan iya ba” “Akwai hujjar da ta zata hana ni ganin ɗansa ne?, idan har ya dawo ya buƙaci ɗansa ki bashi kawai shine masliha a gareki da kuma mu, ku bar shi da Allah Nawwara idan har kika yi haƙuri sai ki ga kyakkyawan sakamako daga gurin Allah amman matuƙar kika ce zaki rama abunda ya yi miki Allah zai iya barinki da dabararki a ƙarshe sai ki cuci kanki, amman idan har kika barshi da Allah sai ya saka miki. Ma a son mace da irin zuciya da halinki Nawwara, duk da zata iya ɗaga hannunta ta mari namiji ta kuma tsaya ta ci masa mutunci akan abunda zata iya kawar da ido ana mata kallon marar tarbiya kuma marar mutunci da kamun kai, raunin zuciya tausayi kawaici kunya haƙuri abubuwa da aka fi samu sun gurin ƴa mace, Na san Jibril ya zalinceki Nawwara, amman ki barshi da Allah karki yarda ki ce zaki ɗauki fansa wannan ba halin musulmin kirki ba ne” Daker na iya tsayar da kuka da na ke har na furta. “Ni ba zan iya yafe masa ba Inna” “Ban ce ki yafe masa ba, amman ki bishi a hankali kuma ki yi taka tsantsan” “Kuma ba zan bashi Noor ba be cancanci zama ubansa ba, ni ba zan iya yafe masa ba” “Har gobe ina faɗa miki rufin asirinki ne idan har ya dawo ya nemi ɗansa, ni kuma ban ce ki yafe masa ba” Sakina ta dawo kusa da mu tana faɗin “Amman gaskiya idan har aka bashi Noor ya ci riba biyu” “Ba riba ya ci ba, Wallahi ina da tabbacin Allah ba zai barshi hakan nan ba, wata ƙila ya jarrabeshi ko zai jarrabeshi nan gaba, duk ɗa ai ƴaƴan maza ne ba na mata ba, itama wani auren zatayi ta haifi wasu ƴaƴan, ni dai abunda na ke so da ke ki yi min alkawari zaki riƙe mutuncinki kar kuɗi da ƙyaliƙyalin duniya ya yaudari zuciyarki ya kaiki ga faɗawa halaka” “Na miki alƙawari Inna ba zan sake sakaki hawaye ba” “Allah ya miki albarka, ki je gurin aikinki ki koma kamar yadda ya buƙata, amman karki taɓa nuna masa saboda Bilal kika dawo, kar ki nunawa Bilal saboda shi kike aikin, ko wannensu ki nuna masa saboda kanki kike yi kuma zaki iya dainawa a ko wane lokaci, idan har kika bar aikin yanzu zai kori Bilal kamar yadda ya faɗa, wanda hakan zai jefaku ciki wani halin, kuma baki san ta wace hanyar zai ƙara ɓullo miki ba” “Amman Inna ina ganin kamar yana son ya yi amfani da damarsa ne ya sake cutar da ni” “Ba zai sake cutar da ke ba, waya sani ko saboda ke ya dawo garin nan da aiki? Wanda ma yake likita miya kawo shi aikin kamfanin? Baki taɓa tambayar kanki ba?” Na yi shiru ina nazari, sai Sakina ta yi karaf ta ce “Wata ƙila yasan ta samu aiki a kamfanin shiyasa ya zo” Inna ta amsa mata. “Nima haka na ke tunani, ƴaƴan manyan masu kuɗi basa ganin irinmu talakawa da mutunci, yana ganin kamar ƙasƙanci ne a gareshi yazo neman yafiyarkin kai tsaye, bana tantama shi ne ya aiko mana da ɓarayin nan kuma ya siye gidan nan saboda ki matsu ki koma aikin a kamfanin kamar yadda yake buƙuta ta yadda zai iya kyautata miki har ya nemi yafiyarki cikin sauƙi, da ace cutar da ke yake son yi da wata hanyar zai ɗauko ba wannan ba, kuma kin ga idan har yana da wata niyar ta daban akanki babu yadda za'ayi ya ki mareshi a bayanar jama'a ya ƙyaleki har ma ya risina ƙasa yana baki haƙuri, wannan saboda yana ganin bashi wata mafita sai ita ne shiyasa ya ɓullo miki ta hanyar Bilal” “Amman ina tunanin be san da Noor ba ko?” Sakina ta tambaya. Sai Inna ta amsa ta “Ya san ya barki da ciki, sai dai be sani ba ɗan yana raye ko baya raye, wata ƙila ma yasa an masa bincike akan haka, amman ki yi tunani Nawwara dukan mutumen da ya yi miki wannan wulaƙanci yana kunyar ya tunkareki kai tsaye ya nemi yafiyarki, kuma ta hanyar aikin nan da zaki yi a ƙarƙashinsa zaki iya fahimtar irin rayuwar da ɗan ki zai yi idan har ya zauna gunsa, ke da shi duka ƙurciya da wauta tana cinku” Shiru na yi ina ta nazarin maganganun Inna akwai hiƙima da kuma ƙamshin gaskiya a duk abunda ya faɗa, ni kaina na san da Jibril be yi nadama ban iya na masa irin wannan cin kashin a gaban ma'aikatansa ba, kuma babu dalilin da zai ya riƙa bibiyata har yana neman na dawo aiki. Ajiyar zuciya na sauke nasa hannu ina share hawayena, Inna kuma tana amsa sallamar da almajiri yake yi. “Assalamu alaikum wai ance ana sallama da Nawwara a waje” Da fari gabana ya faɗi na fara tunanin mai min sallamar. “Waye ne?” Na tambaya a cikin muryata mai amon kuka a cikinta. “Haka ya ce wai bawon Allah ne” Zan ƙara tambayarsa sai ga Noor ya shigo da gudu ya miƙa min wayar. “Momy ga Uncle Bilal ya ce na baki” Ina karɓa na kara a kunne already Noor ya yi picking. “Nawancy gani nan akan hanya” “Ka ce ma ka iso” Sai kawai ya yi dariya ya kashe wayar, jin haka yasa na ce da almajirin ya ce ina zuwa, wayar na miƙawa Noor ni kuma na tashi na je waje na wanke fuskata na shigo na shafa mai sannan na saka Hijabi na fita. Mustapha na tarar ƙofar gida sanye da jallabiya yana kallon ƙofar gidan, waigawa na yi gabas na duba yamma ban ga mai kirana ba hakan ya tabbatar min da cewar shi ne yaƙe kirana. “Miya kawo ka nan kuma? Kamin nan dai bari na fara taya ka murna ka yi nasarar haɗa ni da ƙawata ta faɗa min har abunda ban zaci zata iya faɗa min ba, burinka ya cika” “Ba burina kenan ba, burina ki yarda na tuba kuma ki yafe min” “Akwai aiki a gabanka babba