Chapter 207

still yana duban fuskarta ga hawaye na zubo mata lokaci guda take ci gaba da furta “Maiyasa baka sanar dani ba.. That.. That you’re wounded..!” Saurin tallafo hab’arta yai da hannu guda kafin yace “Beautiful ba komai.. It’s nothing, okay.. Just a small scratch.. Kinji koh..” Tai shiru tana dubansa tana kuma duban kafad’an nasa dashike ma bak’in riga ne kuma jinin bai fito sosai ba. Lokaci guda yaci gaba da furta “I got shot amma da sauk’i..” Ta kuma dafe baki tana zaro idanu waje “Harbi fah kace.. Shine kake cewa babu komai.. Muje asibti a sake dubaka..” Tai maganar tana k’ok’arin mik’ewa tsaye. Kamota yai ya zaunar da ita kusansa, lokaci guda yake furta “Relax Beautiful, a aiki irin nawa na saba da hakan ki daina damuwa kinji..” Tai masa K’uri tana dubansa da idanunta wanda har lokacin akwai hawaye ciki. Tai saurin girgiza kai tana fad’in “Ba’a Sabo da bindiga.. Nidai gaskiya to be honest, ina tsoron aikin nan naka sosai, always surrounded by danger..!” Tai maganar kaman zata saki wani kukan. Har cikin ransa yaji dad’in yanda ta nuna damuwarta akansa. Ya d’an janyota zuwa b’angaren jikinsa kad’an yana intertwining fingers d’insu, a hankali yake furta “I’ll be more careful next time.. Kar ki damu Allah zai ci gaba da karewa kinji koh..” Ta d’an d’ago ta dubesa sai kuma ta sadda kanta kad’an. Ya manna mata light peck a cheek d’inta yace “Ehen ina sauraronki, let’s talk about ourselves..” Ya d’anyi still kafin ya k’arada “I’m sorry... Dikda ban San laifin da na aikata ba aketa fushi dani.” Ta d’an d’ago kanta kad’an tana jifa masa wani kallo kafin tace “Ba dole ma kace baka sani ba tinda ni baka saura kaji daga b’angarena ba, magana kawai matarka ta fad’a maka ka hau kai ka zauna.. kuma ko shari’a za’ai ai sai anji daga ko wane b’angare kai ai jami’in tsaro ne kasan hakan..” Muryarta ya soma rawa “Kuma wllhi Allah shine shaidana wllhi ni babu abinda na mata ni ban mata komai ba ita tazo tace ai mata kirana..” Kuka ya hanata ci gaba da magana. Ya kwanto da ita cikin jikinsa yana lallashi sai lokacin ya fahimci dik ga genesis d’in fushin. Yaci gaba da shafa kanta a hankali yana furta “Dama kan wann ne.. Kiyi hak’uri toh it won’t happen again, I should have listened to you na sani.. But lokacin I thought Safeenah was in pain shiyasa na kula da ita sabida high risk pregnancy da take d’auke dashi..” Ta katsesa da fad’in “Amma ai tin kafin ranan ka fice babu wani bayani da ka dawo ma baka dubani ba sai kaje kai kwanciyar ka. Kuma da safe ma kai ficewarka abinka... And that’s not fair..” Ya murmusa kad’an yace “Ashe haka aka damu dani.” Ta mak’e kafad’a kad’an ba tareda tace komai ba. Ya kuma murmusawa yana kuma sanya yatsun hannunta cikin nasa “Kaina bisa wuyana amin afuwa.. Rankidad’e da na dawo na tadda Kinyi bacci sai na k’yaleki cos I didn’t wann wake you up.. And I was busy with work da safe ma kafin ki tashi na fice.” Ta kuma katsesa da fad’in “Amma na kiraka Sai kaita rejecting a daren.” Ya d’agota yana dubanta wann karon, sai kuma ya girgiza kai yace “Banga kiranki ba kuma kema kinsan bazan tab’a rejecting kiranki ba.. Amma wait na fice na bar wayata a mota tareda Safeenah sann koda na dawo a k’asan Seat na tsinci wayar..” Ya d’an dafe kansa kad’an yana girgizawa yasan Bazai wuce aikin Safeenah ba. Ya d’an furzar da fuci kad’an kafin ya janyota cikin jikinsa yana fad’in “Yanzu dai komai ya wuce, let bygones be bygones.. Ya kike ya Babyna..” Ya k’arashe yana kai hannunsa saman flat tummy d’inta. Ta rufe fuskanta da tafukan hannaye cikeda kunya kafin tace “We are good.. Ya Safeenah da nata jikin..?” Fuskansa ne taga ya canza lokaci guda, sai taji jikinta yayi sanyi.. Bata sani ba ko bai kamata ta tambaya bane. Ya d’anyi shiru kafin yace “Nida Safeenah bama tare, and batada ciki a halin yanzu..” Jikin Sadiya yai sanyi, sai taji babu dad’i. Ta girgiza kai kad’an tace “I thought she was pregnant.. Mai ya faru..?” Yai shiru yana mai daidaita zamansa “She was kafin Mommy ta cire cikin..” K’irjinta ya buga, ta girgiza kai cikin rashin fahimta tana dubansa. Lokaci guda yaci gaba da jinjina kai yana fad’in “Mommy ta bata abortion pills right in front of me.. A cewarta fansar duk abubuwan da nai masu ne itada Safeenah musamman ga Safeenah.. Aurenki da nai ba tareda saninsu ba tarewar da kikai a gidan Safeenah kafin ita da kuma sakin da nai mata a gaba Mommy.. Shiyasa ta zab’i ta kashe mun d’ana akan idona..” K’walla suka ciko idanun Sadiya, duban mijin nata take cikeda tausayawa, lokaci guda Ta shiga girgiza kai tana furta “I’m sorry.. Dan Allah kai hak’uri bansan duk ka fuskanci wad’ann abubuwan ba.. Laifina ne da ka rasa D’anka.. Sabida shiga rayuwarka da nai shiyasa Mommy duk tai maka wann abun..” Saurin dakatar da ita yai yana mai girgiza kai “No.. Don’t blame yourself, ba sabida ke Mommy ta mun haka ba. Dama ta jima da k’udirin haka cikin zuciyarta.. She never cared .. Duk kulawan da ta bamu a baya na k’Arya ne.. Sai kwanan nan na fahimci hakan..” Ya kuma sak’alo hannunsa ya d’aura nasa sama kafin ya d’aura hannayen nasu saman cikinta yana fad’in “And a wann ranan da Mommy ta cire cikin Safeenah a ranan na samu labari mai dad’i da yaye min wancan bak’in cikin cewa matar da nake tsananin k’auna tana d’auke da gudan jinina..” Ya d’ago idanu yana dubanta kyakkyawan murmushi saman fuskarsa kafin yace “Thank you.. For being mine Beautiful.” Ya k’arashe yana mai sumbatar hannunta. Ta murmusa kad’an tana goge hawayen da suka gangaro mata. Lokaci guda yake furta “Babu wacce ta bani tausayi irin Safeenah.. She’s the one who’s been hurt the most here.. Abinda Mommy tai yayi affecting d’inta sosai.. She’s loosing her mind..” Sadiya taci gaba da girgiza kai cikeda tausayawa, dukda cewa basa jituwa da Safeenah sann basu wani zauna tareda juna ba sosai taji tausayin abinda ya sameta, abinda ciwo ace kuma mahaifiyarta ce tai mata haka.. Lokaci guda take furta “Ta yaya uwa zata aikata wa d’iyarta mugun abu irin wann..!” Mu’azzam ya girgiza kai kad’an kafin yace “Sadiya.” Ta d’ago idanunta da k’walla ke cike tab tana dubansa dasu, lokaci guda yake ci gaba da furta “Bazan b’oye miki ba.. A halinda ake ciki yanzu, abubuwa basa tafiya daidai tareda ahalina.. Maganar da nake fad’a miki my family is a complete mess a halin yanzu..” Ya d’an ja numfashi kad’an yana furzarwa, lokaci guda yana jinjina kansa “Abubuwa da dama sun faru kuma suna kan faruwa...” Jikinta ya kuma yin sanyi.. Ta matso kusansa ganin ya k’ura ma waje guda idanu, a hankali ta d’aura hannunta guda saman nasa “Are you alright.?” Ta fad’i a hankali. Ya sakar mata murmushi kad’an kafin yace “Hey.. I’m not that fragile.. I’m good.. Bana so ki saka ma ranki damuwa a halinda kike ciki.. Komai zai daidaita in sha Allah.. And idan komai ya daidaita na miki alk’awari