Chapter 93

da anty deena ta saka a sanyata,tun abun bai wanu burgeta ko mata dadi har ya fara jan hankalinta,a hankali ta dinga bin topics din da suke tattaynawa daya baya daya,tarin uban saqonni saidai dukkaninsu msu amfani ne ga macen auren dake neman gyara rayuwar aurenta,saidai ga widad fa abun kunya ya zame mata,tana karantawa tana jin kunya ita kadai,musamma idan ta tuna anty deena na ciki. Bayan tayi nisa ta soma fahimtar wasu abunuwa da suka sanyata cikin nqzari da lissafi,an gadi abubuwa masu yawa da ita bata sansu ba,kuma kallon iskanci take musu,amma kuma taji suna batun lada,dama akwai lada cikin iskanci banda tarin zunubi?,saita maida wayar ta ajjiye gefe tana tuno wasu abubuwa,ta dinga saqa tana warwarewa,wa zata tambaya wanda zaiyi mata bayanin da zata gane da kyau,ta kuma fita daga shakka?,ita kanta anty deena maganganun da taga tayin sai suka weedad ke tunani a kanta,tasan dai anty deena ba 'yar iska bace,to amma....... Katsewa tunanina yayi sanda wayarta ta soma wani qaramun ringing mai dadi,ta kalli wayar,kamar ta gane number din,ta jawo wayar ta daga ta sakata a kunnenta. A nutse muryarsa a qasa yayi mata sallama,ajiyar zuciya ta kubce mata ba tare data shirya ba,ajiyar zuciyar data sauka a kunnensa,ta kuma sanya tsigar jikinsa zubawa "Bakiyi bacci ba?"kai ta gyada sannan ta amsa masa "Eh" "Me yasa?" Rasa amsar bashi tayi,saboda dai ba zata iya ce masa ga abinda take karantawa ba "Me tayin kwanan ta shigo?" "Eh" ta bashi amsa,don sai da sukayi sallama da ita sannan ta shigo dakinta,saboda ita a falo take kwana,taqi yarda ta kwana dakin widad din "Yayi,yanzu gaya min dame dame kikayi yau?" Ya tambayeta yana hangen hafsa daga inda yake zaune cikn falonsa,tana nannade wandon kashin da nawwara tayi tana cusashi qasan kujera,ya dauke kallonsa daga kanta ya maida wani gefin,don bayason ransa ya baci. Sosai ta narke cikin pillow din,zuciyarta tana narkewa,kewa tana sake cikata "Bayan kaine....kaine kayi tafiyarka ka barni" ta fada a wanu kugun shagwabe,abinda yayi masifar tabashi,tsigar jikinsa ta zuba sosai,ita kuwa ko a jikinta,saboda tana ganin tayi maganarta ne sak "Am sorry......bazan sake ba" ya samu kansa da fadin hakan ba tare daya shirya ba,dai dai sanda hafsat din ta qaraso wajen,sai taji kamar kunnuwanta basu jiye mata dai dai ba,waye yake baiwa haquri wai?,ta tambayi kanta,ta tsaya cak tana dubansa,yayi kamar bai ganta ba,yaja cup din coffe daya hada kafin ya zauna ya kurba kadan "Yanzu kiyi addu'a ki kwanta,akwai school gobe" "Tom.....sai da safe?" Ta tambayeshi a sanyaye,saboda har ga Allah hirar ta mata dadi,bataso yace ta kwanta ba. Murmushi ya sake kubce masa,a hankali ya furta "Goodnight" sai ya zame wayar daga kunnensa yana kasheta,dai dai sanda hafsat din ta kasa tsaiwa,ta zame ta zauna a kujerar dame kusa dashi "Wai da waye kuje waya haka?" Sai daya kashe wayar ya ajjiye sannan ya dago yana dubanta,yadan zuba mata ido na wasu sakanni sannan ya saki murmushi "Qanwarki ce" "Qanwata ko kishiyata"shine abinda bakibta taji ya kamata ta furta,to amma tana tsoron kada ta barar da tafiyarta,don haka ta hadiye maganarta,sai gefw da tayi da kanta ta tabe baki "Dole yarinyar ta dinga tsoronka,ya zaka dinga gaya mata maganganun da sukafi qarfi kanta,a haife fa ka kusa haifarta,tunda ka ninka shekarunta harda doriya" ta qarasa maganar tana dawo da dubanta kansa. Fuskarsa a sake,saima murmushi daya saki,ya shafa kanshi zuwa kyakkyawan hanarsa dake dauke da gashi baqi sidik daya sha gyara "Kinason ki gayamin na tsufa kenan fa" "Kusan haka ne" ta fada tana tabe baki,a nufinta na zare masa karsashinsa da sha'awar komai,murmushi ya sake saki,abu daya ya sani,komai zatayi ba zataji komai daga bakinsa ba,ta manta wayeshi din wajen riqe sirri "Ki zaro wancan andon kashin ki fita dashi ki wanke,and please.....kada na ganshi a dustbin" ya maida zancan zuwa wani topic din na daban. Kunya da haushi suka cikata,ba wannan batyn takeso suyi ba,ita batasan ma ya ganta ba,maganar gaskiya babu agender din wanke kashi yanzu a gabanta,amma dole ta miqe rana cewa "Kadai dinga mata a hankali tunda yarinya ce,bawai wani abu zata fahimta daga gareka ba" da kallo ya bita yana son tantance da wanne irin sound tayi masa maganar,sai ya maida nayansa jikin kujera,ya lumshe ido yana maimaita maganarta,abubuwa da yawa sunzo kansa a sannan wadanda suka sanya dole murmushi ya qwace masa. Dukka abinda ta karanta a daren washegari ta dunga bitarsu a makaranta,kwatsam ranar sunyi missing periods har biyu,sai ajin ya zamana na surutu da hira,abinda ya sake sanyata daukar wayarta taci gaba da dubawa,saidai tana tsaka da dubawar hirar da 'yan bench din bayansu keyi yaja hankalinta,bata suaje wayarta ba amma ta bada kunnuwanta tana saurarensu,hirace ta aure da yawanci ba'a rasa matasan 'yammata da suke ganun sun fara zama seniors da yinta,fiye da rabin hirar ta zame mata kamar wani mabudi kuma amsa na dukka tambayoyinta,ta dinga saurarnsu tana ciro abubuwa masu yawa tana hadawa cikin maganganun data ji a groups daban daban. Koda aka tashi daya daga cikin qawayenta ta bata ajiyar hausa novels "Ki ajjiyemin don allah widad,yayana yazo gutu,doke sai ya koma zan karba,hanani karatun yakeyi,kada yaje garin bincike bincike ya ganosu na shiga uku" a karba din ta tafi dasu gida,da daddare ta buda jakarta bayan ta gama wani assignment zata maida jakar don kada ta manta idanunta suka gano mata litattafan,saita jawosu ta buda tana kallo tare da mamakin meye a ciki da za'a hanata karabtawa,don ita kallon normal kowanne littafi take masa,taji sha'awar duba meye a ciki,ta dauki daya part one ta buda ta fara karantawa. Ko page daya bata dauka da niyyar karantawa ba,sannu sannu sai gashi har tajai page na wajen biyar,ta saki murmushi saboda labarin yaja hankalinta,saita kife littafin,ta wuce kitchen ta zuba abinci ta dawo taci gaba da dubawa. Sannu a hankali sai gashi ta raba dare tana karatun,sam batasan dare yayi haka ba,don hatta da wayarta ta manta da ita,taje ta samu miscall na abbas kuwa harda sms guda daya,dare yayi don haka bata kirashi ba,sai tayi addu'a ta kwanta,amma kuma bacci ya qauracewa idanunta,tanata bitar abinda ta karanta din cikin kwanyarta,da gaske akwai soyayya irin haka?,soyayyar jaruman littafin ya tafi da ita,ta dinga kwantanta kanta dasu,kunya ta kamata ita akdai cikin dakin,saita kifa kai tana murmushi. Washegari babu makaranta good friday ce,wuni tayi tana karatun,wanda a ranar ta gama da part 02 ta shiga 03,sai data qare littafin a ranar ma sannan ta kwanta,nan dinma dai dukka labarin ta dinga tunawa,yadda jarumar ke gudanar da rayuwarta "Kamar ni da uncle kenan?" Ta ayyana a ranta,da sauri ta girgiza kai,kai anya?,ita kanta wasu abunuwan cikin labarin kunya suka dinga bata,first night dinsu ya dawo mata a rai,sai tsoro ya shigeta,itama wataran haka uncle din nata zaiyi mata?,amma wannan ai iskanci ne,to amma dama akwai ranar da wannan abun zai tashi daga sunan iskanci?,ta tuna haihuwar da jarumar tayi,suna nufin kowacce mace ta haka take haihuwa?. A daren qwaqwalwa da tunanin yarinya kala kala ta dinga yi,abubuwa da yawa ta watsar dasu tana ganin bazai yiwu ba,ta rungumi abubuwa da yawa da syka dinga burgeta,har ta dinga kwantata gwadawa. Da safe kuwa ta gwada abunuwa da yawa da ta karanta din,duk da tana wasu qarawa tayi,ta gama komai ta hada