Chapter 84

wannan karon bai rufeta ba,abinda ya sanyata sakin ajiyar zuciya kenan,ta maida kanta jikin filo ta jinginar tana lumshe jiqaqqun idanunta da duka jiqe da ruwan hawaye. Tun tana sauke ajiyar zuciya tana shaqar qamshinsa daya kama dakin har bacci ya soma fisgarta,ta dinga dagewa don bata son yin bacci saman gadonshi amma ina yafi qarfinta. Qarfe biyu na rana ya sake dawowa saman,duka yau ba inda ya fita,duk da yaso yayi fitarsa ya qyaleta amma saiya kasa,sanin cewa mawuyacine ta iya tabuka komai saboda targaden data ji din ba kadan bane. A hankali ya turo qofar dakin,yayi tsammanin samunta zaune,sabanin hakan saiya sameta a kwance a rigingine tana bacci sosai,ya qarasa a hankali ya tsaya kanta hannunsa rungume a qirji ya zuba mata ido,irin kallon daya jima baiyi mata irinsa ba,abubuwa biyu na kokawa cikin zuciyarsa,ya samu ya kauda su,ya isa gefan kanta yadan bubbuga filon da take kai a hankali,bude idanunta tayi sannu sannu,saita tuna inda take,saboda haka ya ware idanun nata da sauri gami da miqewa zaune sosai tana masa wani kallo da yafi kama da harara "Ki tashi ki sallah" ya fada yana aje mata takeaway,sannan ya goya hannunsa a baya ya tsaya yana kallon yadda take kokawar miqewa cikin dabara,da alama tana shan zafi amma taqi nemon taimakonsa,data gaji da kanta ta koma ta zauna tana lumshe ido saboda zafin da wajen yake mata,gami da sauke numfashi "Ki tashi na taimaka miki badon halinki ba" "Banaso" ta fada da hanzari,sai ya daga kafadunsa alamun bai damu ba ya soma takawa zai fice,ta kalli agogo ta tabbatar idan ya fita da matsala,lokaci zai iya qwace mata,ita kuma idan tace zata tashi da kanta zata sha wahala,saboda haka kaman wadda aka yiwa dole tace "Dawo ka tayani,amma karka soma tabamin jiki don zaka rakani alwala" "Riqe jikinki na riqe taimakona" ya bata amsa sanda ya tura qofar kamar xai fita,tana kallo ya sake ficewa,sai wani abu ya tokare mata maqoshi,ita zaiwa wulaqanci?. Sau uku tana gwada takawar amma zafi da tsoro ya hanata,dole ta koma ya zauna tana kallo lokacin sallah na sake wuceta,baqinciki kamar tayi yaya. Turo qofar da aka sakeyi yasata daga kanta,shine dai ya sake dawowa dauke da wata roba dake fidda tururin ruwan zafi,hannunsa dayan riqe da towel,gabanta ya iso saitin qafar ya aje robar sannan ya jawo wani qaramin qawataccen stool dan gajere ya dora robar akai,bai kalleta ba ya kama qafar ya dora saman robar,zafi yasa ta saki 'yar qaramar qara zata riqe hannunsa sai kuma tayi saurin janyewa,tana ji ya dinga tsoma towel din yana matsewa gami da danna mata wurin,tun tana jin ciwo harya soma sake mata,radadin ya ragu,tunda ya soma aikin bai daga kai ya dubeta ba,lokaci lokaci idanunta kan fada kansa ba tare data shirya ba,amma ko sau daya taci sa'a basu hada ido ba,tsahon mintuna sannan ya miqe ya dauki towel da robar ya fice dasu. Sake gwada miqewar tayi wannan karon saita dan taku,a daddafe ta samu ta tura qofar da zata sadaka da falonshi don dakinta takeson tafiya,sam bata qaunar zaman dakin nasa,a bakin qofar falon wadda zata sadaka da matattakalar benan suka kusa karo yana dawowa tana shirin sauka,fuskarnan a tsuke kaman baisan meye dariya ba yace "Ina zaki haka?" "Inda nafi wayo" ta amsashi tana duban ta inda zata rabashi ta wuce "Koma ba inda zaki,kin dawo nan kenan harsai kin gane kece matar nice mijin,don na fuskanci baki banbance tazarar dake tsakaninmu ba" wani kallonsa tayi "Ba inda zan koma,dakina xan koma" girarshi ya dage "Ashe?,tunda kin yarda dakinki ne can ashe nine mai gidan ko?" "Oho?" Tace tana juya masa baya gami da turo baki,anwar din yakai mata ko ina,ya soma quret,ta fuskanci duk abinda zaiyi ya qureta ya iya,saita soma qoqarin rabeshi,qyaleta yayi harsai data raba tsakiyarsa sannan ya cukukikuyeta gaba daya cikin qirjinsa ya mata wani kyakkyawan ruqo,karon farko shida ita a rayuwarsu,ihu ta saki kaman wadda taga abun tsoro tana qoqarin qwacewa,daukarta yayi cak kamar yadda ya saba mata,abinda tafi tsana kenan,saboda idan yayi hakan gani take kaman ya raina mata wayo,bai sauketa ko ina ba bandaki,ya ajeta saman toilet sit,ta bude baki zatayi magana yasa yatsa ya dalle mata bakin gami da cewa "Shshshs,karki sake ki mana surutu a bandaki" yana maganar yana zaro ido kaman wanda yakewa qaramin yaro,bacin rai ya hanata magana,saita qyaleshi tana kallonsa ya daura mata alwalar,zai sake sungumota ya fito da ita ta zille,ta tashi tana dingisawa ta fito,fafur taqi zama a bedroom dinsa sai a falo,a nan tayi sallarta. Daidai sanda ta idar wayarta tayi tsuwwa,lokaci daya idanunsu suka sauka kan jakar,ya rigata saka hannu ya dauki jakar ya zuge ya ciro wayar,zai daga ta dubeshi "Karka daga min waya,bani abata" fuska a tsuke ya daga kai daga daga wayar da yayi niyya yi "Saboda baki da gaskiya?" Saita ware ido tana kallonshi "Eh bani da gaskiyar,duk abinda zakace kace,ka fadima abinda yafi hakan idan kaso,bakinka rayuwarka kuma zuciyarka ba tawa ba" ta qarashe cikin hasala,yana tsaye cak yana kallonta saiya saki murmushi ya dauke idanunsa daga kanta "Ko baki fada ba dama ai haka yake,dama ai zuciyata ce ba taki ba,haka rayuwata vata taba zama taki ba ki rubuta ki aje" daga haka ya daga wayar ya kara a kunnesa,hakanan taji kalaman sun samata ciwo,saita jefa masa harara ta dauke kanta wani sashe daban "Lpy qalau....eh,to" kawai taji ya fada ya latse wayar,yana shirin maidata wayar jakar aka sake kira "Triple R company" ya furta a fili,ta waiwayo da sauri ta dubeshi,da alama kira ne daga kamfaninsu,saita samu kanta tana addu'ar Allah yasa ba daga cikin maza abokan aikinta bane,bata gama wannan tunanin ba tajishi yana bada amsa "Maigidanta zaishigo ya samu boss dinku,zamuyi magana dashi" daga haka itama ya yanke wayar,tana kallo ya juya wajen da layi yake ya ciroshi,ya fidda layin saiya soma lanqwasashi "Karka karyamin layina" ta fada cikin hanzari,saidai ina tuni ya karyashin ya watsashi cikin dan qaramin abun sharar dake kusa dasu sannan ya dubeta "Namiji ne ya kiraki yana tambayar ba'asin rashin zuwanki aiki yau,baisan kina da aure ba?,ko baya ga haka dole ki rabu da wannan layin,bazan lamunci kici gaba da amfani dashi ba" ya qureta matuqa ta kasa daure bacin ranta ya bayyana muraran "Wai me ya dameka da rayuwata ne?,ina ruwanka dani?,me yasa kakeson shishshigema rayuwata bayan ni bayan ni gana shigewa taka?,bayan ni ban damu da taka rayuwar ba?,me na tsare maka?,ohk....alwashinka kakeson ka cimma ko na quntatawa rayuwata shine kake aiwatarwa yanzu?" Tsaf ya xuba ido yana kallonta ba tare daya motsa ko yace wani abu ba,mamaki take bashi idan tana masifa wanda ko iyawa ma batayi ba,batasan me yake ji cikin zuciyarsa bane,batasan wanne hali yaje ciki ba,da yana da ikon maida bara bana daya dawo da ita ya goge dukkan wani tabo da aibu,ba zata fahimci komai ba,ba zata gane komai ba,tanata amfani da zahiri ne ba tare data binciki me badinin ta haifar ba,saiya saki hannuwansa kawai gami da fidda qaramin murmushi,indai ba tunzurata yayi ba bazai taba jin muryarta ba,idan bai tunzurata ba yasan halinta sarai ba zata taba yin magana dashi ba ko zasu shekare a haka,yasan halinta tsaf,baijin baya ga mahaifanta akwai wanda yasan halinta sama dashi "Donke baki damu da rayuwata