Chapter 4

sauri,cikin sa'a ta cimma titi kafin ya juyo ta samu abun hawa ta shige ko waiwayenshi ma batayi ba bare ta san ya iso ko bai iso ba. Tsam tayi da ranta cikin abun hawan lokacin da yake sake kusantata da ainihin unguwarsu,wadda anan komai na rayuwarta ya samo asali,a nan duk wani babu na quncinta ya bude,anan komai ya wanzu ya kuma wakana cikin shafukan rayuwarta. Tafiyar mintina talatin suka iso,ya gangara da ita cikin layinsu kamar yadda ta saba aduk lokacin da tazo unguwar tasu bata sauka a titi saita dangana da qofar gidansu,kanta ta dauke gefe guda lokacin da sukazo gifta wani katafaren gida,bata maida kanta ga kallon gabanta ba har sai da suka isa qofar gidansu,sauka tayi ta sallami mai motar tana cusa kai cikin gidan gami da yin sallama. Fakadeden tsakar gidan nasu wanda ada can zamanin quruciya takejin babu wajen daya kaishi dadin xama da dadin yin wasa,kafin wasu murd'addun al'amura su zama silar da zaman tsakar gidan ya zame mata tamkar zama kusa da ramin maciji,babu kowa a tsakar gidan saidai a share yake sarai fes cikin tsafta da kulawa,batayi mamakin ganin babu kowa din ba don tasan a irin wannan lokacin saura qannenta na islamiyya. Daga falonta ta amsa mata sallama,shahida taci gaba da takawa har zuwa qofar falon ta sabule takalmanta ta shiga tana sake maimaita sallamarta. Cikin sanyi ta amsa mata kamar kowanne lokutta,wanda hakan kusan ya zame musu jiki ita da umman tata "Yanzu kike tafe?" Umman tata ta fada cikin jin nauyin d'iyartata wanda har yau ya kasa barinta "Wallahi umma,na manta yaune ranar da nake zuwa sai wajen uku na rana na tuna" "Da kin bari sai gobe ai,tunda yamma tayi.....mubina ma ta riga da tayi wankin harsun bushe ta shanya,tunda taga rana ta soma baki zoba tace wataqila yau yaya ba zata samu zuwa ba" "Me yasa?,da ta jirani ai ina kan hanya" gaida ummantata tayi ta amsa tana tambayarta anty zubaida huda da mai gidan,ta miqa mata saqon da anty zubaidan ta bata wanda itama batasan meye a ciki ba,bayan umma ta gama godiyarta ne kuma shuru ya biyo baya,shahida ce ta dinga qoqarin sako hira jefi jefi,ko kusa a yanzu batason yadda umman take qin sakewa da ita,kaman ba ummanta ba?,komai ya canza tsakaninsu tun shekarun baya da suka shude. Qarfe biyar ta shiga kitchen ta soma dorawa ummantata abincin dare da taga tana niyyar daurawa,ita kuma tana daga tsakar gida zaune kan tabarmar da suka shimfida,duk wani motsin rahama na kan idanunta,itama rahaman ta ankara da hakan saidai ta nuna bata kula ba,irin wannan kallon umman tata ta saba binta dashi da dadewa,kallon tausayi,kallon nadama,kallon kaicon biyewa son rai da son zuciya da sukayi ita da mahaifin rahama shekarun baya da suka shude,har hakan yaso jefa diyar tasu cikin hallaka,da tuni yanzu bayan shudewar mai gidan ita daya zata ci gaba da kurbar baqinciki da bacin ran abinda suka aikatawa rayuwar rahaman. Qarfe shida qannenta nata suka shigo,ta bisu da kallo sanda suke shigowar cikin jin dadi tare da musu addu'a cikin ranta,koda yaushe tana jin dadi har cikin ranta na yadda rayuwarsu ta banbanta da tata rayuwar a sanda take da shekaru kamar nasu,kallo daya zakayi musu kasan suna samun kulawa da tarbiyyar data dace,mubina ke bin rahama(shahida),sai khadija,faruq,sajid sai qaraminsu nasir. Dukkansu fuskarsu qunshe da walwala suka iskota,ta jima cikinsu yayin da mubina ta amshi aikin girkin,tana yi suna hira da yayarta da sauran qannunta. A nan kan qatuwar tabarmar suka ci gaba da zama,suka gabatar da sallar magariba,sannan mubina ta zuba abinci cikin babban tray. Gaba dayansu kowanne ya sanya hannunshi suka soma ci,suna hira lokaci lokaci,har cikin ranta tana jin dadin kasancewa cikin 'yan uwanta,saidai wannan kallo da duba da umma ke mata tana qaunar ya gushe daga idanunta,ta manta da faruwar komai,ya zama tarihi kamar ma bai taba faruwa ba. Sallamar usman d'an maqotansu shi ya katse hirar tasu,ya gaida ummansu sannan yace "Ana sallama da anty shahida" hada idanu sukayi da umman,yayin da kowa abinda ke yawo a zuciyarsa ya tashi daban da na d'an uwanshi,qas da kanta shahida tayi tana kokawar hadiye lomar tuwon data riga ta saka abakinta,batakai ga hadiyewa ba saqon usman ya shiga kunnenta,sai taji gaba daya abincin bai mata dadi a bakinta,ya kuma gagara wucewar,hakan ya sanya ta miqe tsam ta isa bakin rariyarsu ta zubda tuwon sannan ta wuce dakin umman ba tare data bi takan aiken da akayo mata ba. Suya kawai qirjinta yake,waye wannan yakeson mata kutse ne cikin rayuwarta a sanda bata shiryawa hakan ba?,waye shi da zai tunkari rayuwarta a sanda bata da dukkan wani tsari akan kowanne d'a namiji?. Shigowar umma dakin shiya katse mata tunaninta,ta yunqura ta miqe ta zauna sosai daga kasalalliyar kwanciyar da tayi,wani mummunan tashin hankali ya ziyarceta sanda ta dubi idanun umman taga hawaye na biyo kuncinta,cikin matuqar rudewa da gigita tace "Um....umma...hawaye fa kike umma meya sameki?,don Allah kibar kukan,kiyi shuru kice wani abu" "Dole nayi kuka shahida....bazan daina kuka ba harsai sanda abinda yake damuna ya gushe,tashin hankalin da kika shiga kadai sanda aka aiko kiranki ya tabbatarmin akwai sauran rina akaba,kuma hakan ke nunamin cewa dafin da muka zuba a zuciyarki har yau bai gama wankewa ba" zamowa tayi daga saman kujerar tayi gurfane a gaban umman tata itama hawaye na sakko mata cikin tashin hankali "Ko kad'an umma,kufa iyayena ne,kune kukayi silar zuwana duniya,umma....ba tun yauba na gayamiki ki goge duk wani abu daya faru daga ranki,ki daina alaqanta duk wani yanayi da zaki gani tattare dani da cewa laifinku ne" "Indai kinason hakan ta faru shahida ki koma yadda kike....ki amshi wani cikin masu sonki kiyi aure,anwar bashi kadai bane namiji da don ya miki wani abu zai zama silar da zaki maida kanki wata aba daban ba,indai ina ci gaba da ganinki a haka baki sauraren kowa bare akai ga batun aure bazan daina zargar kaina ba har na koma ga mahaliccina,kamar yadda mahaifinki bai daina zargin kanshi ba har ya koma ga mahaliccin......" 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