Chapter 4

tare da tunane-tunane a ransa. Hannu bibbiyu ta ri'ko zabgegiyar wuka gayawa jini na wuce, irin ta cikin set ta zo ta tsaya a kansa tana wani irin huci! kamar kububuwa! Gabansa ya fad'i! amma bai nuna a zahiri ba sai ma gyara zamansa da yayi ya kalle ta a lokacin da jikinta ke wani irin rawa ga wu'kar a rik'e a hannunta sai kyalli take! Ya ce."Me ki ke shirin aikatawa?" Kai tsaye ta ce." Kashe ka zanyi, na kashe mugun iri." sai maganar ta bashi dariya, da murmushi a tare dashi ya nuna kirjinsa da fadin." Ni zaki kashe?" Ta ce." K'warai kuwa, meye amfaninka a wannan duniyar ai baka da amfani wallahi" Yayi dariya tare da cewa" To na ji yanzu ya ki ke so ayi?" ''Ka fice daga rayuwata mutukar kana so ka cigaba da numfashi a doran duniya. Tafada tana gyara ri'kon wukar da hannunta "Ba zan iya ba domin na fada miki cewa zuciyata da gangar jikina ne suke bukatarki" "Ashe kuwa za kayi asarar rayuwarka" Ta fad'a tana wani irin nishi! ba kuma tare da yayi tsammani ba ta kai masa wani irin sara! yayi saurin kaucewa wuk'ar ta sauka a hannun kujera tsabar yanda wukar ta huda kujerar sai da soson ta fito! Jikinta na rawa! ta ce"Sai dai a kashe ni amma nayi alkawarin raba ka da rayuwarka mutukar ka keta min alfarma. Ya shiga rud'ani sosai! yarinyar da gaske take, kuma ya yaba da k'okarinta kwarai da gaske, sai dai makamin dake hannunta yana nufin abubuwa da yawa, wani tunani yayi kafin ya ce." Ajiye wannan makamin na hannunki mu yi magana." 'Kin ajiyewa tayi ta kalle shi sosai da fad'in." Ashe kana tsoron mutuwa" "Bana tsoron mutuwa sai dai ina fargabar a ce kece sanadiya domin zaki kare rayuwarki a wahalace! Ta ce" Bana nadamar hakan, ni dai burina rage mugun iri, irinka wanda baya tsoron Allah." Kansa ya girgiza tare da auna maganganunta. ''To yanzu idan nace na janye aniyata a kan ki zaki yarda?" "Wallahi ba zan yarda ba domin ban ga alama ba" Yayi yun'kurin tashi! ta sake kai masa wani saran a karo na biyu nan ma Allah ya kiyaye bata same shi ba. Wannan karon ya tsorata sosai! ya kuma fahimci da gaske take tana iya kashe shi, domin tseratar da rayuwarta. A halin yanzu ta sa shi a tsaka mai wuya domin daga yayi motsi zata zabura! ta nemi illata shi da wukar hannunta. "Na janye kud'iri na a kanki idan na rantse da Allah zaki yarda?" Yafada da alamar roko da tsoro a tare dashi. Ganin haka yasa ta ce." Ka rantse da zatin Allah da buwayarsa" Ya ce."Ni Alhaji Saddiku na rantse da girman Allah ba zan aikata abinda nayi niyya ba, na tuba ga Allah na tuba gare ki" Ta matsa gefe tana numfarfashi tare da sauke wu'kar 'kasa. Ajiyar zuciya ya sauke ya tashi tsaye tare da zuba hannunwansa a cikin aljihu! Cikin nutsuwa ya nufi gurin da take tsaye! gabanta ya fad'i! ganin ya nufo ta sai tayi yun'kurin sake d'aukar wukar yayi sauri ya riga ta har sai da ta yanke musu hannu ita dashi, amma ba sosai ba, saboda halin da suke ciki yasa babu wanda ya damu. Fuskarta yake kallo jikinta na ta wani irin rawa! ya kama hannunta suka zauna a kujera! matsawa tayi can gefe tare da nuna masa hanyar fita da hannunta, Ya gane abinda take nufi sai ya girgiza kansa alamar "A'a" Da muryar Baban-baba ya ce"Ba zan fita anan ba domin ke mallakina ce kuma matar rufin asiri uwar 'ya'ya na anan gaba. Da mummunan tashin hankali take kallonsa a lokacin da yake maganar gabad'aya rasa miyau tayi a bakinta. "Baban baba kuma? shine kuwa domin muryarsa ce ke mata amsa kuwwa a kunne! "Ni ne Alhaji Saddiku Dan gaske, kuma ni ne Baban-baba mahaukacin nan na bakin kasuwa mai kwanciya a k'ar'kashin mota." Shikkenan ta faru ta 'kare! innalillahi wa'ina ilaihi raji'un! wai shin me yake shirin faruwa ne da rayuwarta! Hannayenta ya ri'ke tsabar tashin hankali ta kasa k'wacewa sai wasu irin tunane-tunane take wanda suke nema su haukatar da ita. Ya ce."Na san dole kiyi mamakin haka amma ina neman afuwa a gare ki matata! duk wannan abubuwan da suka faru tsakanina dake ina da manufa kuma ina so ki bani hankali da nutsuwarki" Hannu ta d'aga masa tana so tayi magana amma ta kasa! sai kawai ta fashe da wani irin kuka! jikinta in banda rawa babu abinda yake. Rungumeta yayi a jikinsa yana rarrashinta tare da shafa bayanta, bata hana shi ba, domin a wannan lokacin rarrashin take bukuta, tayi lamo a jikinta shi kuma yana ta aikin jijjigata kamar wata jaririya! A hankali ta cire jikinta tana kallonsa shima din ita yake kallo tausayinta duk ya cika masa zuciya ya rasa wane kalar rarrashi zai mata, domin ya san dole hakan zata faru idan ya fito mata da gaskiyar lamari. Kokarin tashi ta fara sai yayi gaggawar ri'ke mata hannu da fadin" Ina zaki je?" Shuru tayi masa tana dauke kanta. Ya janyota ta zauna a cinyarsa! ya ri'ke ta sosai suna kallon juna! ya ce." Ki kwantar da hankalinki fa wannan duk ba abin damuwa bane! wallahi nayi hakan ne domin wata manufa tawa, za kuma ki fahimce ni idan na baki labarin abinda ya faru da rayuwata a shekarun baya, saboda haka ki cire shakku ko mamaki a ranki, Ni ne Alhaji Saddiku d'an gaske! kuma ni ne Baban-baba." "Me yasa kayi min haka?" tayi magana a karo na farko da faruwar al'amarin. Ya ce." Ina da hujjoji da yawa, amma ina so ki bani aron hankali da nutsuwarki domin na sheda miki abubuwan da suka faru a shekarun da suka wuce. Ido kawai ta zuba masa tana kallonsa, shi kuma sai ya sake matseta jikinsa, ta kwantar da kanta a kafad'arsa tayi sanyi sosai domin al'amarin ya tsorata! Muryarsa ya bud'e sosai yanda za ta ji ya ce." [1/12, 11:25 PM] Binta Umar Abbale: 69&70 Jin saukar ajiyar zuciyarta, yasa ya d'an shafa gashinta, a hankali yasa bakinsa daidai kunnanta ya hura iska kad'an, kafin ya ce." Kinyi shuru, na cigaba da baki labarin ko?" kanta ta d'aga tare da sake gyara kwanciya a kirjinsa, gabad'aya jikinta ya mutu sakamakon labarin rayuwarsa da yake bata ashe da sauran rina a kaba, domin kukan da take shafar mai ne akan wanda za tayi anan gaba. "Mahaifina ya samu jama'a sosai wad'anda suka sallaci gawarsa da wad'anda suka bada sheda arziki a kansa! sai dai kuma tun bayan da aka kai shi gidansa na gaskiya kowa ya watse babu wanda ya zauna, suma 'yan uwanshi zaman da su kayi na 'yan mintina ne, suka kama gabansu, al'amarin ya bani mamaki sosai, a nan na gane cewa babu wanda yake saurin kaskanta a duniya sai talaka, wato mutane sun san ko da sun zauna zaman makoki babu abinda za a fito musu dashi daga gidan mamacin, shiyasa suka watse! sai nake tunanin yanda jama'a ke tururrubi gurin zaman makokin wanda yake da farcen susa, wani ma don ya ci abinci ya ke zuwa ya zauna, ko da bashi da alaka da mai mutuwar, wannan